Monday, January 3, 2011

A very special Post-2011-2nd Anniversary of My Father’s Death

Today marks the Second Death Anniversary of my beloved father. It just seems that it was yesterday that I could hear his voice, his wisdom advices and his laughter (and anger, frustration etc). I sometimes also see him in my dreams while he was young and healthy. He may be gone physically but in my heart and mind I can still feel his presence and his face. I am still in shock that he left us and sometimes I cry by remembering him. Although I know that everybody has to go but it really becomes harder if it is your own parents. You never expect that they will leave you because you always want them to be around.

That is why I always say to whomever I meet that they should try to stay connected with their parents all the time. There may be some arguments between you and your parents but ultimately you patch up and in my case, we use to do it in a day or so or maybe at the same time. You can’t spend enough time with your parents since time flies when you are with them. It is such a comfort to be among them and now that I have lost my father, it is not the same anymore. I have left his house the same way as he left it and when I go there, a strange feeling of emptiness fills me up which I am unable to explain in words.
So I say to my dear father, May you rest in Peace and I will love you always and miss you dearly, your Son.

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